My life, my present

12 July 2004

"Forget about the past, it's already gone...don't worry about the future,
for it may never come..."


I've always believed that life should be enjoyed to the fullest. And that worrying should be avoided as much as possible! Therefore, I try to enjoy what I have and worry only when something goes wrong (this way I don't get panic attacks). I try to learn from my past mistakes and forget the awful events that happened. I cherish the "moments" that I have had...with family, friends, neighbors, classmates, officemates, and colleagues.

"The past is history, tomorrow's a mystery, and this moment is a gift!"

And that I should be thankful for everything I have, and not take it for granted. That despite being far away from home, I am with the love of my life. I have all the time in the world. I can afford to stay at home and wake up late. I can either sleep or watch TV, work out or read a book, window shop or just chill, and most of all everything is well provided for. Although I wish that at some point I can either get a job I can make a career of or establish a business I can be proud of.

I'm not a cheerful bee most of the times, but I try to. And when it's difficult to smile, I cry and pray for better days. Looking back, I wish I did some things differently but it will just make me sad. So instead, I hope for a marvelous surprise in the near future. Hoping to achieve what I've always wanted - BLISS! Now, who doesn't want that?

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