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Why am I so irritable these days? Is it the hormones, again? Oh please I am tired of this excuse already. Sigh! So I'm premenstrual, as always, and my poor victim - Mark!

I'm still very anxious at this very moment. Explaining why I'm trying to make another blog in the hope of focusing my energy into something else (forgetting about my palpitations). I guess it's kinda working. Blogging indeed is therapeutic!!! Hahahah!!! Well, I realize that the more I think about having panic attacks the faster my heart beats! Thus, I will try not to even worry that I have a sort of mental disorder. So you must know symptoms of panic attacks are somehow manifestations of a troubled soul. It can get worse to some people. Heh, so what's troubling me now??? I REALLY DON'T KNOW!!!

After going through boredom, insanity spells, and restlessness I think I have overly dramatized domestic life. Right now, I'm fine (I think). I have adjusted pretty well with married life. I am enjoying my time spent alone at home and alone with my husband (most of the times). Oh being alone with my husband, these are the moments that I truly will miss once we start our little family. But it shouldn't be that scary huh

..till the next "craziness"