Cramping, irritability, odd cravings, and really just madness... that is premenstrual only! It is even crazier than being pregnant! And all these went away... how do I explain it to myself? I feel the hormones as a lousy excuse. I am tired of it as an excuse. I don't like the thought that I do not own my body, mind, and spirit when I am possessed and consumed by its imbalance. Can nature really do this to me?
It is always a struggle to see myself losing it. I cried for help because I do not like of what has become of me. It's like a stranger, an evil witch, a psychotic on the loose! I want to be on top of it. It will be a choice. So I will mark this specific date in my calendar to warn myself of that nasty visitor.
How do I even exorcise it?
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