Sorting Out

There are ways of things sorting out by themselves. But I don't really rely on that, I need to be on top of things, come what may. That is why when things go haywire I end up pissed and hypertensive and bald la! There are worries and woes beyond my grasp, where I feel helpless. On the other hand, there are worries that can be avoided if I am patient enough to wait. This reminds me of how impatient I have become of late... two minutes takes too long! I was heating a cup of milk in the microwave and while waiting I think I've gone to the restroom, answered a phone call, and came back to the microwave with still half a minute left! I yelled out of frustration! What is happening to me?

Maybe I am not as graceful and cool as I thought I was once. Could be my mad high strung twin is back... which I have welcomed with so much delight! LOL!

You see because of some stressful problem yesterday, I managed to tidy up the laundry room which I am so proud! All that folding while on the phone (talked to three friends!). Don't be surprised if I ring you and you hear some scrambling, it's because you can't expect me to linger on the phone while I just lounge... no can't do! Someone dear taught me that even brushing her teeth while on the phone eek! Bwahahaha!

So now, despite feeling sick with this nasty cold (and the literal cold, it's -8C) I feel a bit better because the mental stress has been resolved. Now it's time to call a dermatologist to consult with, I have a bald spot (pahak!) and it's no joke! Grrr!