Missing Them. Missing You.

06 December 2008

Last night I had a voice conference with V and Arlene. It felt like we were just together in one nook just how it used to be more than five years ago. I love them to bits. These girls keep me grounded. They know how lazy I can be and how oddly nocturnal I am. It was fun, I miss them.

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I made a new yahoogroups for my college chums. It's amazing what technology can do. How mundane things can be discussed oh so passionately, i.e. dark armpits, growing bellies, and twilight. But these whatnots under the sun used to make our days before. Oh how young and carefree we were. Now, we're adults living our lives. Yet still are the best of friends. If only I can be there for Karren's shower and wedding...

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Siroy went to the house! I feel honored. I want to cry because I wish I were there. There are just some things I want to do around my super girls. They know who they are and what they are to me. Bare naked soul, neuroses, paranoia, and psychosis... I can cry my heart out without them judging me because well I think they are more dramatic than I am hahaha!!!

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My sisters went partying last night. They deserve it! They've been working so hard. I am glad they are happy with the little Christmas token we gave them. I can't wait to hear what happened.

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Talking to Ayen, texting Lynette (sometimes talking to her for a few seconds), talking to Fil on her days off, a long conversation about my lifestory with Chelo, and chatting with Bevs & Drew made me feel like I belong... to a world bigger than where I am. That whenever it's about my 'crazy' time, I could always seek comfort with my friends.

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This winter and Christmas is making my heart throb. You're right Jops, we'll just stop thinking about it... because being here sometimes is really sad. I miss the daygon and the manito-manita, the exchanging gifts, potlucks, and a series of (never ending) holiday parties.

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Now let me get down to finishing my duties as the Santa in this household...

3 comments:

photosandmemos said...

che,i am so honoured whenever you ring me...its just a little bit busy these days due to christmas, the holidays and my internship, i come home to drink a cup of tea and out to do chores again...i am hoping still to hear your laughter at the end of the line at the end of this blasted internship...and god!!! i need to have coffee with you=)

Shutterfairy said...

korek.. more dramatic..lol.

merry christmas T..

Jo Quijada said...

yes, sad in so many ways -- although blessed in other ways too. it's complicated, isn't it?