How do you get rid of a bad memory? I so wish you can just delete it and throw it in the trash bin, just like unwanted files. You can't undo what you just did and what you just said. So save yourself from trouble and think a million times before you do something that would hurt you and others around you.
There have been moments where I wish I could just zap myself out of a situation, or wish the earth would swallow me whole. Times where it hurt so bad, I wish I were never born. Sometimes, I want to just go away become a new person. But of course, reality is I need to toughen up.
Maybe the hormones, as always, can drive me nuts. Maybe I am just oh so dramatic. Maybe I am just sad. Maybe I will get over with this someday. Maybe, just maybe this is the way I am.
6 comments:
i feel like this somedays.. i want to erase memories, too.. hehehe..
BIG BIG HUGS your way, T.
Che, thats the beauty of being human, we are allowed to feel all these emotions, and feel differently the next day. Whatever it is you thought you said/did wrong, as people, we have the capacity to right it, and make things better..
*Hugs* i dont know why or how youre feeling this way, but know, that what youre feeling, i was feeling too, just a few weeks back..=)
HUGS, T!
MAI, it always makes me feel better than I am not in it alone. Otherwise, I'd think I'm really just crazy hehehe!
JOPS, thanks!
CHEL, I guess it's the air. Although I know our phone chats always make me feel a LOT better!
SIROY, thanks!
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If only, you ladies are here...
Naunsa na ka, Tiris?! Sorry--here I am again with my long overdue comment.
Hope you're feeling better na. **HUGS**
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