The blank space gives me consolation. I have nothing to stare at and yet it stirs up my imagination. I feel the need to just do this to be sane in my life. Perhaps it is what you call introspection, prayer, or meditation. Most often these thoughts would transport me to another place and time.
Yes, I can very well control my imagined world. It is a less expensive getaway from reality. Ages before being married, I imagined a million and one scenarios of how my wedding would look like to how my routine will be once I am a wife. Now that I am in that state, I find myself imagining what it is like to be a mother. I guess that is how I project myself in the future. And yes, I end up fulfilling most of my imagined life. Is this what you call self-fulfilling prophecy?
Anyway, I can also control my mind even when I'm dreaming. Weird but true. If I find myself being chased by a snake I end up realizing it cannot be at all real, so the snake stops crawling and disappears. Once I'd wake myself up in the middle of the dream I literally can go back to sleep and continue whatever I am dreaming of, especially if it is as fantastic as being a princess in far away land.
There more odd things to tell about my so called mind. A fact proving we have only used a minimal portion of what we call the brain. I think that if I am powerful enough I can theorize like Einstein or even predict the future like Nostradamus.
Hopefully it will fulfill my wishful thinking of becoming the wealthiest person on earth haha!
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