If I'll Have It My Way (Calling Santa NOW!)

I'd get that MacBook Pro and Nikon D7000! I can't have it my way, I don't have money LOL! But dreams are for free... it's just fun. So universe, if you're listening just make it happen okay? =P

Others, that tickle my fancy are not as expensive as the two previously mentioned:

• Iphone/HTC phone (Please include termination fee for my current mobile LOL)
• Ereader/I-pad (is this worth it? But well, I'm just dreaming anyways)
• Estee Lauder Makeup Kit
• MAC Studio Fix Powder Plus Foundation NC 35
• D&G Light Blue
• Dress/Tall Boots in Black 5
• A luxurious day at the spa and salon: massage, facial, mani/pedi, haircut
• Leggings and sweatpants
• Maternity Sweaters and Coat
• PJs and tanks
• A pair of gloves and scarf
• Nike running shoes 5
• A purse
• Panini maker
• Set of pots and pans
• A decent knife set
• Platters, serving dishes, plates, tea sets
• Linens: runners, placemats, napkins, napkin rings
• Silverware and glassware

I should stop before it becomes like a bridal registry LOL!

I am having so much fun!

Share Your Dreams

Lately, I have been looking forward to a not so distant future... I dream about it, I can see it vividly, I can picture everything from start to finish... I am so excited to do it! A very dear friend once told me to write my dreams on something... well maybe I should, but maybe not.

I plan to pursue "my arts" amidst the grueling life of motherhood. This, I want to do within a span of two years. It has something to do with food, as always. I can't wait.

A Battle

It has been a battle between the heart, the mind, and the soul. Lately, it seems like the mind has won. It grew tired of the heart's beating, and the soul's whining. It feels like the mind has successfully built a wall so the heart and the soul could function properly. The body however, is in constant exhaustion.

Sometimes I wonder, if my brain wasn't so talented would my life be less complicated? Is ignorance really blissful at all?

The mind is powerful, that I can say. For now, I will let it rule over me because...

What's New?

Life has been pretty challenging... every morning I wish I can sleep in.... but I can't. I need to get up, feed the little one, prepare the big boy for school, and drop him off to school. Oftentimes I forget to eat which is bad for this lime sized treasure in my womb. But despite all that, I look forward to my mornings alone at church. It has been really healthy for me, I enjoy my quiet. The little one naps on my chest on his carrier. It's peaceful.

It may be superstitious, or whatever you may want to call it... but it keeps me sane. It feels good to nurture the spirit. If only I could nurture the body well enough. Ah, the body complains. I keep having headaches at night. The mind is in chaos, constantly, and it doesn't help to see the chaos manifests in the household. Oh help me!

I've been busy preparing for my friend's surprise 40th birthday party. I love doing this! I should be paid to do this, but who would hire me? Who would in this economy? Who would throw parties? Much more hire someone to organize it for them!?! Hehehe!

The random blabbers, the nuggets from my silly brain, and the things in between... this is for you dearest.

Waiting to Exhale...

So, I am on hiatus... apart from the PC on sick leave due to a viral infection, I don't have the time and the soul to write something decent and worth noting. My day ends in a blur and starts with madness. Like a manic dog, I am exhausted ALL the time. With the chores undone, I still get tired. This little angel is sucking the energy out of me, she is thriving all right. Yes, I am PREGNANT! =)

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My kitchen tales aren't so happy... full of whines, rants, complaints, and madness. I have been famished for so long that my mood swings drive me crazy, not to mention the surging hormones and post partum blues. Oh well... life happens.

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The nook that I so love, is in shambles. I cannot muster that strength to tidy things up because I feel like I'd die if I lift my finger (just kidding, but somehow that's what I feel like most of the times).

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First trimester almost over, I can't wait to be in that golden stage of pregnancy where I can do the things I want to do, etc. and etc.

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Hope all is well with you!