Just Like the Weather

02 July 2010

My mood swings has always been an issue for my parents and my siblings while growing up. Nobody can figure out whether I'd be chirpy or grumpy. My mother warned my husband on our wedding day. Much to my husband's (non) delight, he discovered and even volatile version. I went through 'crazy' and all that crap. Lucky that I had the best friend in the world, who would almost always yank me back to reality. So anyway, I feel much better.

Lately, I have felt a somewhat familiar tune... like a serenade luring me to crazyville once again. I am hoping I can be above all these since I have already been there. There are things I don't wish to ever think and do again. Yet sometimes, I am driven by my angst and grief that I say and act on a whim with complete disregard of any consequences...

Today, I tried to be sunny! Enjoying every moment with my little boys, but a monstrous migraine disrupted me and my plans to be up and about. Then I realize I hope I am not this volatile towards the people I care about.

4 comments:

chelo said...

i wish i can hug you right now, but im on the same boat..im so sad, im robotic.

Anonymous said...

i should ring u aron mag duet ta.i guess it is in the air che!-normita

Shutterfairy said...

the two of you... *arms crossed, feet tapping Chelo, WHY ARE YOU SAD?? Tiris.. what's your mood now?

Mommy Blogs said...

Chel, we'd get over this soon! Sayang ang summer hehehe!!!

Norms, ako tawag nimo uy kay libre.

Mai, I'm good... sometimes I get overwhelmed by this material world. Hehehe!