my birthday last year =P"You're too smart for that!" is just what I needed to hear...
I cannot really explain why I have bouts of insecurity. I do not understand myself. Why do I need others to tell me what I'm worth? Why do I need to hear compliments? Why do I need to know that my efforts are being appreciated?
Today, I realized I just needed to bury myself with lots of work that would distract my beautiful mind from wandering. I am happy that I accomplished, although very little to my standards, something today. Note that this does not pertain to house chores hahaha! I have already given up on myself, because to be very hard on myself about the house can actually drive me to the mental institution.
And so, I tinker some more -- creatively and logically -- on what else I need to do to build an "empire"... bow!
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Che, when we feel we need affirmation, and acknowledgement, its a basic need of a person...but when this need is driving you to discomfort, to the point, it ruins your day, and it will make you feel worthless when you dont get it, i think, its either, kulang ra ka ug sugar, or nindot ra kaayo imong life, na wala nakay mahuna-hunaan buhaton,haha:-)
PM me your number beh...nawala nasad nako...
*hugs*....
We all have periods of insecurities and you should think that it is not only you so that when you face the person, think what makes him/her insecure. So don't let it spoil your day and just be yourself.
waaaa, lingaw kaayo ko sa picture!
T, it's nice to hear compliments. but i know you know who you are, without the compliments. you just have to fight with that beautiful mind sometimes, if it tries to convince you otherwise. :-)
i-memorize gyud ni nga quote ha?
gwapa ko gwapa ko gwapa ko
sexy ko sexy ko sexy ko
bright ko bright ko bright ko
dato ko dato ko dato ko
manganak pa ko manganak pa ko manganak pa ko
buotan ko buotan ko buotan ko
loved kaayo ko loved kaayo ko loved kaayo ko
dili na ko mag worry, dili na ko mag worry, dili na ko mag worry
repeat until ma memorize na nimo, okay? hehehe
tiris, ganahan ko sa imong gikaon og blouse ha! =P
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