Last night I asked God to forgive my anger, to let go of my frustrations especially to oneself. To be free of certain inhibitions that drive me crazy most of the times and to choose happy no matter what. I pray that I will be an open vessel to whatever it is that I should be doing. That I might have the grace to do mundane things with so much love. And that I may inspire my children to be the same...
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There have been a lot of disappointments lately, mostly from people I fondly called "friends". I want to be rid of sadness and the drama that comes along with it. I wish them well, wherever they are now. And if I have ever wronged them I wish they can forget about it eventually, whatever that maybe. It's odd to be out of the loop suddenly. The comfortable warmth that welcomes you then, now sends chills to the spine. That coldness and indifference, I wish to cast away. On the other hand, I am forever grateful to the few "constants" in my life!
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Christmas is here! I can feel it in the air! Christmas is also my anniversary month with the husband! We are going to celebrate our 8th year together! Yey! If I were to decide, I'd like a weekend with just us. As to its feasibility, we don't really know. Gotta get back to my Christmas list and start planning that Christmas card before it is too darn late!
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