I am terribly missing my husband. Last night, I cried myself to sleep. Yes Mai, when the lights are off it's okay to cry. The pangs of loneliness and having to go through the night without that strong arm around you is petrifying. But I woke up alright, I didn't die, I'm okay. I got the bug and so did the little one. Soon this household will be having coughing fits and runny nose.
The 'busy happy' can help me get through this, afterall in a few weeks time I will be back to Colorado. I would really like to enjoy my pregnancy joys and worry about the little woes with my husband. Never mind that I am living like the queen bee here. I miss our little family together in our own little nook. Soon...
As predicted, the little one woke up looking for his dad and cried a little. No tantrums, thank God but his cough sounds terrifying. Sigh! I just want to sleep... but I need to see a doctor just in case my son needs some medication.
Sunday, lazy day. I wish my man was here. Sundays are too sad without him... =(
3 comments:
**HUGS** Feel better...
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Your line about Sundays being too sad without your hubby reminds me of what my hubby's 90yr old aunt. She feels the same way about Sundays since her husband died. Such a lonely day she said for a supposed to be "family day". Hope you'll be together soon.
Nay, kahilakon ko sa imong gi comment. I don't ever want a life without him =(
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